::Thoughts Of a
Trapped In Her Own Mind::
My Joys And Trials Of Being A Young Mom And Learning To Over Come Obstacles:
I refuse to be a victim or another statistic I am a fighter and a survivor.. I am a wife, A mother and yet still a young girl..I have always believed I have more of a purpose here in life..Maybe that's why I was given many struggles.. I have struggled with Depression for some time now though I didn't know it till after I was diagnosed with Post Partum Depression and found out later depression had been part of my life for some time....I ask myself everday who am I? and why am I here?...For me my biggest accomplishment so far is my babies..They have taught me so much mostly to appreciate life itself and how to enjoy every moment of my life with them..I only wish I didn't have to be lost to my fears and that I could control the thoughts that run deep within me..I fight everyday to stay strong.. Not only for me..For the little lives I have created..In hopes that one day,They will look at me and say.. She wasn't perfect but she tried,and maybe my trials will be their strength and they will know to never give up..To keep reaching and you will acheive... *Devi0us*




I found it!!! Yayyyy. *wipes tears I thought it was gone for good lol.
Wow I've been gone a really loooong time haven't I....Hmmm Lets see Jasmine and Damien are now 3 and 4 years old and Rene is about to be 13 this july wow a teen already (amacks head against keyboard) that should be fun and very interesting but so far it seem as though he'll be a much better and waaay more respectable teen than I ever was "Thank God"
so much has happened and changed since I've been away. will have to update at a later time as I am working right now duuuhh!