::Thoughts Of a
Trapped In Her Own Mind::
My Joys And Trials Of Being A Young Mom And Learning To Over Come Obstacles:
I refuse to be a victim or another statistic I am a fighter and a survivor.. I am a wife, A mother and yet still a young girl..I have always believed I have more of a purpose here in life..Maybe that's why I was given many struggles.. I have struggled with Depression for some time now though I didn't know it till after I was diagnosed with Post Partum Depression and found out later depression had been part of my life for some time....I ask myself everday who am I? and why am I here?...For me my biggest accomplishment so far is my babies..They have taught me so much mostly to appreciate life itself and how to enjoy every moment of my life with them..I only wish I didn't have to be lost to my fears and that I could control the thoughts that run deep within me..I fight everyday to stay strong.. Not only for me..For the little lives I have created..In hopes that one day,They will look at me and say.. She wasn't perfect but she tried,and maybe my trials will be their strength and they will know to never give up..To keep reaching and you will acheive... *Devi0us*




Pissed,and I'm on the rag need i say more?
Book Of The Moment:Women Who Think Too Much
Today's Drama: Rene's Music Teacher
Rene had a Fall Music Program on Friday which I happily went to with both my little babies.I was one of the first parents there and one of the teachers that hands out the programs seemed to be in a pretty bad mood. She kept shaking her head and whispering something to one of the other ladies. 2:15 pm rolled around and some of the students arrived in the auditorium to see the 3rd graders sing and she starts shaking her head and getting really irratated that they were talking,now to me it was no big deal that the kids were talking because there wasn't really anyone there yet and they were'nt yelling or anything but the teacher told one of the other ladies the kids were being really obnoxious and wouldn't shut their mouths.
I couldn't believe she had said that! But I was like well maybe it was just one of those days for her. Then One of the other teachers came in and asked how she was and she said well,I'll be much better after this is OVER! The other teacher actually says " Why? I heard them practicing yesterday,They don't sound as horrible as before." I was just like I hope they don't mean that I mean they are only 3rd graders!! Then Rene's old teacher came and said hello so I just put it out of my mind. A few more minutes pass and all the classes are barely getting into the auditorium AND THERE GOES MISS BAD MOOD ONCE AGAIN COMPLAINING. She tells one of the other teachers "This is what I'm talking about!No one comes in on time well I'm just sick of this crap!!"and she storms off! Now I had noticed by this time Rene was not in the music program and Damien and Jasmine both started fussing so I figured I'd best be going so I went home and shortly Rene comes home and he tellls me he was kicked out of the program!! I asked him why and he said she was getting really mad because the class was not singing right.And They were talking and she kicked him out.Now I was furious because why would she kick him out? so I called the school and asked to speak with her and they informed me she was not there and wouldn't be in till today so I was pretty upset all weekend and after the experienece I had when I went I was angry that these teachers could have such attitude towards children.They need patience,I mean I know how frusttrating it can be when children don't listen but hell these are teachers!! i don't feel they have the right to act like that! I just got off the phone with the principal and I am shaking and am soooooo angry!!My hearts pondin I'd like to wring her neck!! She says Rene was told he wouldn't be in the show since the 24th of october and that the music teacher mailed me a letter bullsh*** I get everything and I don't get that.And she repeated my address so I know they have the right one!!I think That teachers trying to cover her ass,cause I never got anything! So I asked then why is it that he was in the program that day then in the morning and the principal says because he got kicked out of it that day!Stupid bitch caught herself up there and I says I thought you said he was out of it since the 24th of October why would he have been in it in the morning?Shouldnt the music teacher have sent him out?? Now it was complete silence on her end for a good minute then she says well I don't have an answer for that. Why didn't I get a note I asked her and she said she didnt know but that the music teacher is licensed and she believed that she ent one out,I don't care that she's licensed I said she could have called me and she says well we couldn't get a hold of you i swear that is such bull,then I asked her why it isd that her staff seems to have poor attitude towards children and I told her of the incident I had seen and that my child was upset about the music teacher getting very angry about the way they were singing! All she would say is to get on my child and she didn't believe it because she's licenbsed but like I told her well you aren't in the room with them when shes with them so how do you know these children are lying?Again no answer so I said I wanted to pull him out of music and she said he'd get an F for music I mean come on apparently that music teacher doesn't like her job very much anyways. SO she said you know maybe you should talk with her and I said I tried and wanted to friday but apparently no one wants to talk with me so she said she would arrange for us to talk later this afternoon after my parent teacher conference with his teacher fine with me. I've been trying to talk with them and all I ever get is well she isn't here or she's in a meeting,and then they don't even have direct answers for anything?!Well I am just Fuming Right now I hope it's all resolved after the meeting!
I can't say that I blame you at all for being in a tither over this. I can't say as it surprises me but it is very sad. It was teachers like that that kept me from even trying to be in any programs when I was in school. Unfortunately the qualifications to teach, the pay scale and other factors are allowing for people to teach children that really shouldn't.
I'm with Aidan.. I would be livid too.
Is there anyway that you can have him transferred out of her class? I hope that this finds you doing well!