::Thoughts Of a
Trapped In Her Own Mind::
My Joys And Trials Of Being A Young Mom And Learning To Over Come Obstacles:
I refuse to be a victim or another statistic I am a fighter and a survivor.. I am a wife, A mother and yet still a young girl..I have always believed I have more of a purpose here in life..Maybe that's why I was given many struggles.. I have struggled with Depression for some time now though I didn't know it till after I was diagnosed with Post Partum Depression and found out later depression had been part of my life for some time....I ask myself everday who am I? and why am I here?...For me my biggest accomplishment so far is my babies..They have taught me so much mostly to appreciate life itself and how to enjoy every moment of my life with them..I only wish I didn't have to be lost to my fears and that I could control the thoughts that run deep within me..I fight everyday to stay strong.. Not only for me..For the little lives I have created..In hopes that one day,They will look at me and say.. She wasn't perfect but she tried,and maybe my trials will be their strength and they will know to never give up..To keep reaching and you will acheive... *Devi0us*





I WON!!
Feeling::Extremely Grateful!



I can't believe I won! I'd like to thank everyone here at bravenet! I have realised that I am not alone in a lot of the ways I feel as being a Domestic Goddess lol.There are many of us out here and I thank you all for visiting me! I have learned quite a bit about myself since having this journal! I love bravenet!!I really hope to see more mothers like myself creating journals and learning about themselves.I am so grateful to bravenet for choosing me as journal of the week. I hope if anything I can inspire women by reading my journal to make a difference in their lives! I have learned much from my depression and sruggles and that is that your life can change dramatically in an instant! Depression has tried it's hardest to take my happiness and everything from me.It has tried to confuse who I am and what I love.By writing my thoughts here I have learned how to vent and turn my ups and downs into something positive.I still have a ways to go in improving but I strive to make a difference in my life and to take charge! And thank you so much bravenet for giving me the opportunity to write this journal and look back on days that were hectic and therefor allowing me to see where I need change in my life and this journal has helped to do that. I now hope to create a website for SAHM to get more information on self help and motivation. Thanks once again to all who visited!When I first started this journal it was mostly for me. To reflect on my life and things i wasn't happy with and to chart My beautiful babies growth. I honestly didnt expect to get much visitors and was surprised to see other moms really relate! You all have been great and I am glad for visitors like you! THANK YOU ALL SOOOOOO MUCH!! I am extremely happy right now!!

And A Very Special Thank You To My Family Because without you guys I couldn't be Proud Of The Domestic Goddess I am! You have shown me so much and tought me alot of myself! You especially showed me how to love and have fun! Mommy Loves YOU VERY MUCH!!!And To Michael who makes my life sooo much easier and never lets me stay mad! You are my inspiration! I love your calmness and admire your strength!Thank you for loving me!!
AND THANK YOU BRAVENET!!

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