::Thoughts Of a
Trapped In Her Own Mind::
My Joys And Trials Of Being A Young Mom And Learning To Over Come Obstacles:
I refuse to be a victim or another statistic I am a fighter and a survivor.. I am a wife, A mother and yet still a young girl..I have always believed I have more of a purpose here in life..Maybe that's why I was given many struggles.. I have struggled with Depression for some time now though I didn't know it till after I was diagnosed with Post Partum Depression and found out later depression had been part of my life for some time....I ask myself everday who am I? and why am I here?...For me my biggest accomplishment so far is my babies..They have taught me so much mostly to appreciate life itself and how to enjoy every moment of my life with them..I only wish I didn't have to be lost to my fears and that I could control the thoughts that run deep within me..I fight everyday to stay strong.. Not only for me..For the little lives I have created..In hopes that one day,They will look at me and say.. She wasn't perfect but she tried,and maybe my trials will be their strength and they will know to never give up..To keep reaching and you will acheive... *Devi0us*





Rene playing Unreal Tournament
Haunted by the laundry

We just got back from taking the kids to a little carnival
they were having at Rene's school..Geoffrey Giraffe was there when we first got there so Rene took jasmine to say hello to him and she was ok at first but when he went to shake her hand she looked back eyes wide
and was like get me away from this thing! lol.Not too many kids were there which was nice! SO it wasn't crowded. Jasmine began to enjoy it after about 20 minutes.She was walking around following Rene everywhere she wasn't even paying attention to me lol. They had a bean bag toss and a mini wheel of fortune thing which Jasmine had fun spinning!The kids won a few cute prizes. I was glad to get Jasmine out of the house to have atleast a little fun.Her cough is starting to improve and she's back to playing around but at night is when it seems to hit her.Rene had fun at the carnival he went in the Bounce house they had and loved throwing jello at his former teacher lol,He was so close but he missed.We spent a good 2 hours there and Jasmine was sad to leave but I didn't want to keep her out too long.Damien pretty much slept the whole time we were there.And Now I sit here not at all wanting to do the load of
laundry!! What I really want is to take a nap! Oh there's so much close that need to be done.I started some this morning after Michael left for work and figured I would be fine to finish the rest this afternoon but with Jasmine being sick and me feeling a could coming on the tiredness is starting to creep up on me! This week has just been go,go.go with not much of a break in between!The good thing though is that I don't have dishes to do or much cleaning since Rene and I tackled most of it this morning
and now I feel run down
. I suppose I will try and sneak a nap in before doing laundry and needing to fix dinner......
Sounds like you had a good time...